Wait. Wait. Wait. Ugh. Wait. Wait. One of the hardest things for me to do. Wait. Wait. Wait. I don’t know if it’s that I’m impatient or that I realize, all too clearly, that time is finite.
Wait wait wait...
Acting class. What a pressure cooker. This evening I did my presentation and it actually turned out well - even doing it with a new jersey accent. (What with New Jersey’s not my native language, I think I spoke it pretty fluently J)
And then I did my other scene and it sucked. Crap, crap, crap! Oh well. What did I expect. I can’t do a scene if I don’t get with my scene partner at least once before the actual day of the class. Plus it wouldn’t hurt, if I wasn’t so nervous that my heart wasn’t racing to escape out of my chest. Now wouldn’t that be a sight! Would totally change the scene from absurdist to gore!
Not a bad idea. I’ll think on it.
It’s one of those days of “oh there’s so much to do- quick run around in circles!” and “Oh man, there’s so much to do – quick start reading a book!” Nothing quite like feeling overwhelmed, to get me totally focused on nothing in particular. So let me get it clear what I have to do, just so that it’s staring me in the face (as I distract myself by writing this blog).
Need to memorize lines for acting class.
Gotta get interpretive character set in my head before presentation in meisner acting class.
Need to finalize the shot list for the short I’m filming next weekend.
Actors are coming to the house on Monday for rehearsal – ack, need to clean house.
Yikes! Filming next weekend!!
Need to finalize any holiday plans (ugh).
Need to schedule PET and CT Scans. (Hate Needles!!!)
Try not to freak out that I have to have scans in the first place (Hate Cancer!!!)
Stop daydreaming about running off to London or Italy (This unfortunately, has become my default button for procrastination and it has gone way over the limit of my fantasy/day dreaming quota.)
Stop procrastinating, by blogging!
o.k, o.k., I’m going….